when things feel out of control

weekends seem to pass by too quickly these days.. I’m already missing the long weekend last week!
managed to have a short staycation at a villa in Changi. it was a wonderful place to be at, to just forget about the hectic daily lifestyle and soak in good vibes ^^

my first Saturday shift went well too. though I didnt have cases to see, still managed to do some social reports/clear a bit of back log. rushed down to practice songs with my music team at church after that. it was tiring having to sing 9 songs since it was prayer and praise service but the songs were uplifting.

had some time after service to head to town and that’s when I came across an unpleasant incident from the past. my mood was badly affected at first, then it took a while before i felt i was able to control my emotions better. Just needa give myself more time to get over this. Hopefully there wont be any other similar episodes.

women’s conference with Jenny Salt is happening from 24 to 26 at church. & it’s the one thing im really looking forward to for this weekend. Hope everyone would have a blessed weekend!

que sera, sera

This has been an exceptionally busy month though it just started last week. Been facing challenges at work, and sometimes I’m just at a loss for words. Work is piling but I cant seem to focus much on the tasks at hand, when I’ve got issues in discharge planning for my patient(s). Can’t reveal much due to confidentiality. Apparently things have gotten much more serious than I thought & I’m constantly under pressure by the medical team to move things along quickly. I’m really grateful for supportive colleagues who would stand by me and calm me down and help me with information gathering. Yes I’m new, I’m not apt in writing formal factual reports out to external agencies but I’m sure it’ll get better with more experience. I’m just not ready to handle any other major things now. It’s been so mentally exhausting just trying to engage the persons involved in this case. Through this case, I learnt the importance of communicating with other key stakeholders that are crucial in their contribution to bring our plans into fruition. After all we have a common goal, that we have every patient’s best interests at heart. However, it’s not something that can be easily attainable when they are other pressing factors negating against the efficacy.

Pardon me for my lengthy sentences… I hope I’m making sense yes?

Anyway, managed to bond with several friends throughout the week. So thankful to them for keeping my sanity in tact. Have a restful weekend everyone! ❤